life's nvr fair. live with it.

sighx. was jux thinking bout stuff u noe. n well, i keep wondering why can't we get the things we want? so i thot, well, lifes nvr fair izit? so instead of sulking bout it, why not jux live with it? there's nothing i can do anywaex. not like i could ask the dude upstairs to give mi the things i want. i think He doesn't give mi those things for a reason. O WELL.

heh, "pon" np on sat. lui told mi i might be next year sec 3 ic. blehx. dowan lehx. haha. weeeee. man utd beat norwich 2-1! heh. alan smith u rock. i was wrong bout u. -for ppl hu din noe, i jux couldn't realli register the fact that he's gd enough for man utd- well HE IS GD ENOUGH. that volley was a superb goal. heh. however due to the fact that i watched the entire match, i overslept so din go to church. OH WELL.

spent the time doing my chem report. haha. it was dumb la. i actually thanked boon hock n wong linap.. oh well. nvr expected to thank Yoda. haha. but well, she did help!

im loving life. my form for soccer is coming back, everything seems to be moving along fine. im gonna pass my binomial n functions test. yes! i hope life stays this way. hope.



Oh wat i will do to have
this kind of faith to step out of this boat im in.
out into the crashing waves.
to step out of my comfort zone
into the realm of the unknown, where Jesus is.
N He's holding out His hand.
But the waves are calling out my name
and they laugh at mi
reminding mi of all the times
i tried before and failed.
the waves keep on telling mi
time n time again, boy u'll nvr win, u'll nvr win!!

But the Voice of truth, tells mi a different story.
But the voice of truth says do not be afraid.
N the Voice of truth, says this is for My glory.
Out of all the voices calling out to mi,
i'll choose to listen and believe the Voice of truth.

ok. time to update this thingy. heh. went to city harvest church on sun. its bluddy big! haha. they got this auditorium i tink bigger than acsi's one. doH. n jux look at those drums n fender stratocasters! man, the church has a big budget that's for sure. haha.
monday was x-country. did the stupidest thing any runner will do by eating chilli for lunch. DoH. gd enough though. last part slacked wif xinwei. he had stomach cramp so we stop for awhile. heh, last 50 metres he chiong past like 10 ppl. i onli went pass like 5 or 6. doH. damn. haha.
tuesday was a sucky day man. had e math, -stupid bunny-english n double pe. heh, we did frisbee for pe. quite funny but i tink i would rather stick to soccer.
haix, todae was quite chaotic. evrything kinda happened so damn fast. double english did compre so time passed super quickly. the story was super super dumb la. haix. err, then mother tongue. haix, oh well. then double lit. doH. nearly pissed her off again. i tink our class kinda too much la. we shld have a limit. dun go overboard n piss off every teacher. kinda pity the teachers. in fact i pity myself cuz i can't learn no shit. then ss. wat can i say? im trade n industry minister for Indonesia. heh. after recess, double bio. it was rather dumb lor. haha. then chem. woot, i managed to get crystals! THANK U GOD. haha.

-casting crowns is a gd band-

ok. wait a sec here. first there was someone impersonating mi. n now there's a jasmine frm outta nowhere. freaky. i mean like wat the hell la. sighx. nothing to say. speechless i mux say.
doH. i understand functions though not very well. heh. quite fun after awhile. =D man, im going bonkers, i said math was fun?! ok. this is becoming dumb.
chelsea vs manchester utd tmrw. wat more can i say? it will be one hell of a match. sighx, but man utd will surely lose. -sob sob- but if we're going down, we're going down wif a fight! so cmon Red Devils! woot. haha.
everyone's going nuts la. no one is playing soccer anymore. crazy ppl like the carrot a.k.a ben siow n the orange a.k.a andrew are into TOUCH RUGBY. like...... sighx. this is so dumb i've no comments man. even if u dowan play soccer at least play smth better than TOUCH RUGBY la. doH. -speechless-
sighx, 6 weeks to exams. but im still feeling lazy. -.-" hope i can turn on to exam mode n start studying like crap.

sighx, ppl is spamming my tag-board n impersonating as mi. i dun believe this crap! oh well. ndp was not bad. heh. i aspire to be the parade commander. its like how freaking kewl la. WOOT. haha. had durian. yum yum. long time since i last tasted it.
todae went to watch the village. nice show. but something that u wouldn't expect especially after watching the trailer. heh. oh well. nothing much to say. will stop here.

heya ppl. feeling better now. haha. wif all the "encouragement" n stuff liddat u noe. been quite a tiring 2 days as far as im concerned. yesterday was CRAZY! woot. we went to Holland V to eat b4 going for ac superstar -which was absolutely funny-. haha.
Ok, honestly, i tink i shlda joined the competition n give those contestants a run for their money but i decided against it. haha. yes, i chickened out! oh well. but those contestants aren't that fantastic. wat was fantastic were the audition videos! ROFL. the auditions were more hilarious than those of American idol. the entire auditorium bursted out in laughter. n i jux want to say this. In my heart, Ho Wei is my AC Superstar. HO WEI!!! U ROCK!!! haha. but the ratio of girls to boys is crazy man. 60% were gurls la. but i din mind that of cos. =) haha.
Made a stupid joke out of the song 'did u feel the mountains tremble' haha. for more details ask ben. lol. quite funny actually.
todae was a gd day as well. arrived in skool at 720am. haha. late but not realli. errr, the guest-of-honour is damn gd la. the onli one that goes:"Ming Kiat, well done." the others go like:" -silence-" they dun talk! they jux give u the thingy. haha. but this one was kind n kewl man. Chief of army. HE ROX MAN. oh well. nothing much left to say man. hahaha. feeling realli happy all of a sudden.
btw, we've got a holiday till like wed. XD haha.

LIFE STINKS! sighx. "pon" skool todae if u will. doc says i've got tonsilitis. blehx. that kinda stinks la. sighx. yesterday, rugby final. we won. gd thing. xtra day of holiday. sighx. but i might jux miss it cuz of nat camp. i shldn't be the one goin in the first place! life's nvr fair lor. its like evrything was going fine until i heard the stupid news that i may have to go nat camp becuz lui is backing out. -.-"
Sighx. life continues to suck no matter how i try to look at it. at every angle. it seems the Guy upstairs seem to be playing a prank on mi. why mi?! i jux wanna live my life properly so stop screwing mi up!
gee, everything kinda sux now. studies not too bad but still stinks. soccer is starting to stink too. mi life is turning upside down. N BOI I DUN LIKE IT. i've got no one to turn to. not 1. sighx.

this is so full of shit. life is beginnning to suck a lot man. as in A LOT. sighx. todae was a super sucky day. e math was stupid. jux hear chua KY yacking the entire lesson. didn't even listen to a thing he said.
English was even more stupid. tried to go ppl's blog n soccernet. then nirmala dun let us go. -.-" PE was crap lor. 4km take 20 mins. o.O that's how bluddy slow la. feeling like uber demoralised. recess was stupid. nothing to eat so had to eat chicken rice. -yucks!-
physics was the worst. he spent the entire period explaining some stupid stuff n the best part??? i didn't understand. -.-"
chem was bad too. spent the entire period discussing wat salt to make tmrw. thats stupid. oh well. sighx.
a math. no comments. as stupid as usual.sighx. spent the entire day trying to drill the fact the troll was not worth it into jerome's head but he jux won't listen. oh well. forget it then. came back tried burning some stupid cd for my dad. tried for 2 whole long hours and it finally burnt....... 2 songs.-.-" cd was not re-writable.

sighx, life is beginning to suck n is more n more boring. its becoming monotonous. sighx. no soccer no nothing. no one can cheer mi up now. im jux depressed. sighx. i dunnu why. feeling like a loser all over again.

DRATS! im gonna fail e math test. GEE IM DAMN DUMB LA. i go use pythagoras when its not 90 degrees. @*^!$@%#!@^$ shit. argh, its not fair. i could have passed it wif flying colors!
sighx. had a bad day todae lor. besides the stupid math test, everyone seems to be bluddy pissed todae. including mi lor. blehx. for no damn reason at all too.
Wanted to stay back to play soccer budden no one did so i jux went back home. Sonic edge is quite a gd band. haha. going to sengkang methodist church this sun. heard that they dun have a band. lol. so i tink lets jux make one. i needa improve my drumming. sighx. tmrw got 4km rite. now i super-hyped up le. gonna run properly. lol. quite fun to run actually.
argh, quite into the rock n punk songs now. haha. like new found glory, lost prophets etc etc. mcfly songs are NICE! they are so damn retro! WOOT.

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