hello people. happy boxing day and merry belated x'mas.

i'm tired, beat and bushed.

played soccer at acs mph today. damn fun. the ball never ever goes out and its like end to end stuff. played quite ok considering the fact that i haven't played in a few weeks. should have scored one after beating 3 players but screwed the shot.

anyways, went to vivocity after that. eric and bryan were working at this eatery called SUPERDOG. firstly, its a stupid messedup name! i mean which food outlet would call themselves superdog. damn corny lah. anyway, had this chicken burger that was a total ripoff and some chilli cheese fries which wasn't spicy at all. damn superdog cheated my feelings.

then i went to ben&jerrys to look for my cute waitress. IM SAD TO SAY I DIDN'T SEE HER THERE. DAMN SAD LAHHH. we walked around vivocity for half an hour trying to find a damn POSB atm and they had to place it in some ulu corner of the mall. damn stupid. then we went to eat kolo mee. IT WAS DAMNNNN SHIOK. i'm definitely bringing pigs inc to eat at that place. its superb noodles. although it costs $5.90. =/

ok i'm damn tired i can't think of what else to write. damn sad.

hello people. i've recovered sufficiently to blog. but my butt hurts. i feel so violated after unloading my baggage about 10 to 12 times today.

ok lets recap. ogl camp from wednesday to friday. it wasn't really fun on the first day. but the second day was pure fun man. the wet games and everything. there was egg yolks, mud, ketchup, chilli sauce. my goodness. its dirty and wet. we're sooo gonna make the j1s suffer man. haha. but all in the name of fun. we're not perverse. really.

anyway, today, i felt soo horrible. i went to the toilet like 6 times in about 2 hours. i was in a lot a lot of pain. the councillors were really nice. they helped me carry my back and hailed a cab for me.

came home, took charcoal pills, slept and woke up to unload a few more times.






i bet gays don feel too good after sex.

been a very very fun two days! haha.

SUNDAY

after church, went to jerome's house for dinner. his dad is amazing. he made us escargots with garlic and cheese, mango and prawn salad, roast lamb and squid ink pasta with squid (duh). oh and a bottle of heineken. hahaha. the one jerome's mum confiscated and put it in the fridge. then after that, she and the dad went out for dinner. i mean how stupid can we get that we don even know that you're gonna put the beer in the fridge?

went to balmoral after that to play lan. hahaha. we played 2 rounds of dota before cabbing home. to watch west ham beat united 1-0. i was SOOOO upset. don even wanna talk about it now.

MONDAY

went to vivo with the ocip bunch. hahaha. we stuffed ourselves silly with sushi. stupid john went mad with the damn mouse and computer and ordered 6 plates of salmon, egg and prawn sushi. and he thought that he only ordered 6 pieces. IN THE END, we had to stuff ourselves as if we were bears preparing for winter (do they stuff themselves mad? hmmm) and we also had to pay surcharge because we couldn't finish 3 pieces of temaki! THATS THE FIRST DAMN TIME I ACTUALLY HAVE TO PAY SURCHARGE.

even though i always fail to finish what i order.

ANYWAY, we went for ben&jerry's after that (even though we stuffed ourselves silly). and the waitress was DAMN CUTE. ahhhh. but oh well. i'm going back there soon. alternatively, i can apply for a job there next hols and hope that she returns to work again. :D

ok that's about it. i'm so darn pissed my xbox gave up on me again.

Oh little town of Bethlehem
Looks like another silent night
Above your deep and dreamless sleep
A giant star lights up the sky
And while you’re lying in the dark
There shines an everlasting light
For the King has left His throne
And is sleeping in a manger tonight, tonight

Oh Bethlehem, what you have missed while you were sleeping
For God became a man
And stepped into your world today
Oh Bethlehem, you will go down in history
As a city with no room for its King
While you were sleeping
While you were sleeping

Oh little town of Jerusalem
Looks like another silent night
The Father gave His only Son
The Way, the Truth, the Life had come
But there was no room for Him in the world He came to save

Jerusalem, what you have missed while you were sleeping
The Savior of the world is dying on your cross today
Jerusalem, you will go down in history
As a city with no room for its King
While you were sleeping
While you were sleeping

Nation state of Singapore
Looks like another silent night
As we’re sung to sleep by philosophies
That save the trees and kill the children
And while we’re lying in the dark
There’s a shout heard ‘cross the eastern sky
For the Bridegroom has returned
And has carried His bride away in the night, in the night
Singapore, what will we miss while we are sleeping
Will Jesus come again
And leave us slumbering where we lay
Singapore, will we go down in history
As a nation with no room for its King
Will we be sleeping?
Will we be sleeping?

Nation state of Singapore
Looks like another silent night...

just got back from ac barker where stjames church had some miniconcert thingy. it was really really inspiring. really set me thinking. really inspired me to change what i am. but frankly, i donno how long this will last.

yes i know i've been treating God as a 7-11, where i only enter if i need something from Him. the thing is, sometimes i don even enter if i have to. and today, i worshipped Him. for the first time in a long while.

maybe from now, i won't treat Him like a 7-11. i really don't know which path i'm walking at this point in time in my walk with God.

anyway, thanks stjames church. thanks for reminding that there really is a God. thanks for reminding me of His unconditional love.

now its up to me to believe.

What You Really Think Of Your Friends

Ben Siow is your soulmate.

You truly love Richard.

You consider Andrew Tan your true friend.

You know that George is always thinking of you.

You'll remember Nicholas for the rest of your life.

You secretly think John is creative, charming, and a bit too dramatic at times.

You secretly think that Ivan Lim is colorful, impulsive, and a total risk taker.

You secretly think that Dominic is loyal and trustworthy to you. And that Dominic changes lovers faster than underwear.

You secretly think Cuthbert is shy and nonconfrontational. And that Cuthbert has a hidden internet romance.

this is soooo wrong. especially the richard part. scarred for life.

played my first night game yesterday for my uncle's team at st.wilfrids. lets just say i've a lot to learn. we were leading 2-0 up till the 80th minute and then we totally lost the plot and eventually lost the game 3-2. it was really stupid. personally, i felt that i attacked too much. i really should learn how to control the game. like the old men of the team (there were like 13) said, the opponents were chasing the game, not us. we should have just sat back and make them come for us. but we played as if we were the ones who were 2 goals behind.

anyway, good learning experience. i look forward to my next match with them on sat.

for now, i shall stone at home and play sudoku because i strained my back and can't run.

disclaimer: pardon the horrible quality of the pictures that are going to be posted here. my phone only has a pathetic 1 megapixel phone. if you know santa claus on a personal level, please tell him that i've been nice this year and that i would like a new digital camera and a laptop


right, onto the entry proper. yesterday, we went to plaza sing to celebrate daniel tay's birthday. that guy, along with debo, was 2 hours late. we were supposed to meet at 6. but we ended up meeting at 8. why? because they were playing lan. yes, debo playing lan. hahaha. no wonder you guys took so long! it must have taken a long time for her to understand the game. :D ok i'm mean.

anyway, thanks to the 2 hour waiting period, we camped at the arcade at plaza sing. and we saw this dude.

he was playing this machine where there were sooo many sweets and its like a money-eating machine. he puts $1 coins in like free just to get the jackpot prize. which was a tweety bird. sorry bro, but i have to say it.

YOU ARE A FAG. especially when its not even for your girlfriend.

check out the sweets!

being the greedy people we were, we asked the guy to give us the sweets which he left behind. he was soo nonchalant. "na lor"

and so, we did.

THIS IS NO ORDINARY BAG NO MATTER HOW ORDINARY IT LOOKS. BECAUSE.... THE SWEETS ARE IN THE BAG.

anyway, we went to swensens after that for dinner. i ordered some seafood pasta thingy. which was like ownage. beats anything swensens has ever come up with. spaghetti with clams, mussels, prawns, fish and prawns!

it says YUMMY. i mean honestly, this is like heaven. ok not literally, but it really tastes soooo good. every pig's dream.

bought daniel a regular earthquake. haha. that was his birthday present. well, it was a fun day. nice food, good company. that'll be all.

i had a very fun time with church people today.

day started off with service. it was quite relevant. topic was about "mighty God". i seemed to be unmoved but i knew what the message was about and i linked it to my behaviour currently. its like, i refuse to change my attitude toward my sinful nature. and today's message told us that we, in fact, do have the strength to change our nature just that we refuse to.

so there was church event today. it was really good fun. hahaha. we walked around city hall for about 5 hours and did really silly stuff. i had to act crazy in front of some stranger i didn't know, get 15 strangers to look toward the sky, find for some unknown cd at esplanade library, look for numbers at marina square, try to flip a mahjong paper while having 7 people stand on top of it, singing christmas carols loudly inside citylink, playing scissors paper stone with strangers (i played with a hot angel, alrighttt), find toys at toys r'us, entangle and untangle ourselves and eating pringles without our hands.

all in a day's work.

dinner was macs. mcwings are actually pretty damn good. but i still like my mcspicy more. hahaha. went to lan with the dudes. played cs and dota. haven't touched both in a LOOOOONG while. it didn't really matter what we did though.

because the company made everything enjoyable.

and on the way home, vincent and hk saw this former colleague of theirs sitting on the train. they got near her but she refused to look at them. they did really silly stuff to attract her attention. but she didn't even look up. at one moment in time, i was afraid they recognized the wrong person. anyway, vincent called her RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER. and she still didn't know that they were RIGHT IN FRONT OF HER. (when i mean right in front, i mean like there's two dudes within a 20cm radius of you)

hilarious i tell you.

funny how oblivious we can be to our surroundings.

ok i'm going out of point! oh yes, HAPPY BIRTHDAY DANIEL TAY!

sigh. cute guys get all the girls. this fact doesnt change even in cambodia.
i think he's damn cute! and i still can't get any ocip photos. my cd drive hates me. ok im off to sleep i can't believe i woke up at 840 to play BASKETBALL today. yes you heard me, basketball.

i must be out of my mind. woohoo! hell yeah, i am!

and i think my love is such a smooth song. no not the gayass westlife one. the justin timberlake one. the white guy trying so hard to be black.

"if i wrote you a symphony, just to say how much you mean to me,.
if i told you you were beautiful, would you date me on a regular?"

SMOOOOOOOOTH. its ok i shall tell that to my fluffy pillow now since there's no one to say it to! and because i'm off to bed now. tata world!

i have found someone cuter than me. (ok i'm sorry about the ego)



HE IS SOO CUTE. ok. i shall stop here before i start sounding like michael jackson. ahh. how much i miss cambodia now.

anyway, just got back from training. managed to clock 10.54 for my 2.4 run. but i was sooo shacked after that. 2 new dudes came in to try out today. anyway, worked on our ball skills today. challenging for headers, one touch passes etc etc. i realized heading the ball away isn't that difficult. i played in 3 different positions today. attacking mid, defensive mid and left wing. scored one. =D

oh and i met john's boss on the way home. hahaha.

ok i need food now. HUNGRRRRRRRRRRRRY.

IM SO PISSED NOW. MY DARN CD DRIVE CAN'T WORK AND I CAN'T GET THE PICS. GRRRRRRRR.

ok, first day of sl today. i was kinda apprehensive at first cos i thought that the people were a bit psycho at first. but gradually, i felt that they were actually very normal. and they were very easily contented. they are happy even when you give them one sachet of 3-in-1 coffee.

i felt very bad for them. they have no freedom whatsoever. and they are treated like kids. even though they are much older than us. not that its a bad thing. because there is no other choice, that is why they are treated like children.

quite happy that i'm not demented. hahaha. but who knows, what if i really become mad one fine day?

anyway, i was lying in bed yesterday night. and all of a sudden, this question popped into my head.

"what will happen if i just die tonight?"

will i go to heaven? or hell? i know my behaviour doesn't warrant my entry into heaven. but somewhere along the line, i remember people telling me that as long as you believe in Jesus, as long as you believe that Jesus is your personal saviour, you shall go to heaven.

yet why this uncertainty? is it a matter of faith? or is it because i haven't really accepted Him as my personal saviour. i know no one can answer this question for me.



i need to find the answer to this question by myself.

hello all. i'm suppose to be at tembusu home doing SL but here i am at home cos my darn ankle decided to give up on me after the 10km run yesterday.

speaking of 10km run, the 4 of us met at city hall at 645am before heading to the esplanade bridge for our run. i managed to pace myself throughout but i felt that i should have pushed a bit more toward the last 3km because i only started feeling the strain on my ankles (its always the darn ankles) after the 8km mark. but nonetheless, i ran the whole 10km. nevermind the fact that i was 5 mins slower than john. hahaha. 3/4 of us finished the race under 1 hour. nic probably came in about a minute after an hour or so.

came home and took a 6 hour nap. haha. then went to sitex with the family. almost got myself a toshiba laptop but decided against it. upgraded my broadband from 512kbps to 10mbps with a new 32' LCD TV. alrightt. but the tv ain't gonna be mine. sigh. never mind. youtubing will never be the same again! woohoo!

there was this gay exhibition (no i don't mean it literally) and its name was big boyz toyz. sounds damn kinky and as zee said, sounds like some "porno stuff". actually, far from it. ok except for the bikini show which i was not allowed to see cos they cordoned off the area and only allowed those above 18 to go in. darnit even if i was 18, they wouldn't believe me.

I'M 18! I'M 18!

ok anyway, big boyz toyz featured loads of cars, motorcycles and in one corner of the hall, swee lee had a small space to themselves and they sold electric guitars at half price and i saw a drumset going for $700.

the mother managed to spend $244 at the john little sale just next door. i donno how. it just happened. miraculously.

and so, dinner at blk 85 at bedok concluded the day.

gosh, i really really miss everything i did in cambodia now. i really want to go back and relive everything again. miss the people so so much. thankfully, msn works wonders and now im connected to almost all the ocip participants so i can at least talk to them.

ah well. i need the pictures!!

oh, speaking of pictures, we went out on thursday to sort of celebrate george's birthday and here are some pictures.

people! you have to start tagging! i'm back from cambodia! don let my blog die! hahaha.

in other news, i've got a friendly later. hopefully i get to play. its at marina freaking south. damn far lah. but its gonna be my first match in tpjc colours. so yeah, hopefully we'll win.

but i've got standard chartered run tmr as well! i've to report at esplanade at 6.45am. you know how early that is! and i donno how to get there. =/ oh well.

i like the new internet explorer! its so funky. the fonts and everything are so nice. even though its like a major rip-off from mozilla. but who cares. hahaha.

ok i'm off to do post-trip reflections. gosh, i really do miss the time i had in cambodia. sigh.