D-Day in less than 2 weeks.

oh well. exams coming round the corner so dis will have to be the last time i blog. lol. hmmm. went ben's church todae. i mux say the ppl there are realli friendly and hospitable. haha. yepp. the whole idea was to go to sentosa after the thingy.
well, we managed to get there. we had like 6 ppl. OH WELL. it was ok actually tho i expected many more. yepp. played some soccer then went to soak in the sea water. yepp. realli cooling. haha. then the sky threatened to pour. so we moved into the shed. we played against some big guys. they looked quite confident but they weren't even half as gd as our skool ppl. =X haha. ben tackled all of them with the slightest amount of effort and i could dribble past them with ease. yepp. realli easy.
then, IT REALLI RAINED. it got quite heavy so we decided to go home. we were discussing south park stuff the entire way. damn funny. southpark can make u laugh no matter how depressed u are man. SUPER FUNNY.
i bought a drink and well, i n another guy, wei xuan, got stopped by the mrt guy. lol. he told us to cap our bottles n not drink till we got off at our destination. lol. i was like.. "ok........" haha.
mux start mugging man. doh. haven't done lit yet n haven't edit the project thingamajig. wish mi luck. >.<

WATER!!!~~

water is a "something resource". -sec 2 geog textbk. Goodness, apparently, xinwei, ben, jerome, daryl, dom, kar kin and sometimes mi, dun remember that..
the alley down my row n jerome's row has not seen a dry day ben siow brought the much feared nike bottle. haix. the prob is, the place is getting wetter n wetter which is bad. oh well. im kinda losing interest in spraying water now tho. =X jerome n xinwei both got new nike bottles -upgrade- n well, the future looks realli wet. can't imagine wat a full scale war will be like after exams.
been a gd few days i guess. tried studying. managed to study some chem n trigo identities. oh well. exactly 2 more weeks to exams. im freaking out. im desperate. im panicky. haix. the best part, my bdae falls on the exam week. >.< wed was quite ok. deven did something totally stupid. while scolding aaron cheo, he was like:" I know, man." LOL. damn funny. but we couldn't laugh so the entire class was trying hard not to. n he said the satellite dish was radar. LMAO! definitely one of the lessons of the year.
thurs was quite sad for mi. pe played soccer. that was the limit for mi. i was totally off man. i get the ball n on normal days i would noe wat to do but on thurs, i din noe wat to do. sighx. i mux realli start working on it after exams.
yay!~ got holiday on 29th sept. can stay home n mug. n since i plan to pon honours day-who isnt- i can stay home to study for 2 days! YAY! hahaha. yepp. feeling a lil stressed out now. going swimming tmrw i guess or maybe not. heh.

"God does not look at our ability or disabilities, onli our availability!~"

I think I'm breaking out
I'm gonna leave you now
Theres nothing for me here,
it's all the
even though I know
That everything might go
Go downhill from here, I'm not afraid
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
Feels to be alone and not believe anything
You can't stop me now
You can't hold me down
You can't keep me here,
I'm on my wayI
've made it this far now
And I'm not burning out
No matter what you say, I'm not afraid
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
Feels to be alone and not believe anything
Letting out the noise inside of me
Every window pane is shattering
Cutting up my words before I speak
This is how it feels to not believe
Letting out the noise inside of me Every window pane is shattering
Cutting up my words before I speak
This is how it feels to not believe
Way away away from here I'll be
Way away away so you can see
How it feels to be alone and not believe
Feels to be alone and not believe anything

Isaiah 65:24 Before they call, I will answer.

well well, isn't God amazing? He knows evrything even b4 we know it. hmmm. God is jux so amazing. Makes mi wonder why ppl dun wanna noe him better. -im guilty for that- mux start to noex this Amazing God betta.

Went for dental this morning. wee~ got a better smile n better looking teeth now. =D haha. went home n slept for till 1.30. ugh. was dead tired. came back n did trigo. ok. im quite bad at it. mux go to ben n jerome for help. u guys better help mi hor!!~ XD

after doing trigo -tried-, i mugged bio. chpt 12. homeostasis. heh. i understood. i hope i get a1 for bio. =P

TARGETS

A Math : Pass
Bio:A1
Chem:B3/A2
Chinese:A1 -its a must-
E Math:C5/B4
English:A2
History:A2
Lit:B3/A2
Physics:A2

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM!!! haha. yep. my mum's bdae todae. hmmm. argh. exams realli close now. like less than 3 weeks. im so dead. there's so much to do budden well, i always keep putting the work off. argh. managed to sit down to finish both my a math papers. quite tough or maybe its jux dat i wasn't thinking straight.
hmmm. quite a slack day todae. uber pissed now. man utd is a ****ed up team man. mikael silvestre betta dun come to singapore or i will hunt him down n murder him. he's damn lousy. he doesn't communicate with his keeper. NO1 MISTAKE. as if he's a mute. haix. gabriel heinze quite impressive. spot on with my prediction that he would score. man utd!!! WAKE UP!!! where's ur aura of invincibility??? CMON. SHOW THE WORLD WAT U CAN DO!!!

Fastball - outta my head
Sometimes I feel
like I am drunk behind the wheel
the wheel of possibility
however it may roll
give it a spin
see if you can somehow factor in
you know there's always more than one way
to say exactly what you mean to say

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an INDICATION
it was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
so quiet but i finally woke up
if you're sad then it's time you spoke up too (x2)

Was I out of my head? Was I out of my mind?
How could I have ever been so blind?
I was waiting for an INVITATION
it was hard to find
Don't matter what I say only what I do
I never mean to do bad things to you
so quiet but i finally woke up
if you're sad then it's time you spoke up too

wee... its been a very slack sept hols. haha. even tho its like 3 more weeks to the exams, im still not in mugging mode. haix. its bad. i wish i can mug but i keep putting it off. doh. oh yeah, ppl can u like tag dammit?! haha.
hmmm. nothing much. ive been playing and playing this whole week. had lit lessons yesterday and todae. 12th night is damn BORING. haix. some stupid love triangle crap. waste time.
went to play drums at ben's place todae. doh. very lousy la mi. keep forgetting my stuff and not realli in beat after the fill ins. mux be less stiff and less kan-chiong. haha. came back home and slept frm like 2 to 715. =X
argh. so bored now. nothing much to do. mux start doing my work. argh. CMON..... start doing work mk...

oh yeah.. pls tag. my tagboard kinda dead la. =P

HORRID WEEK!!!

haix, sometimes i realli wonder if ppl actually read this. but all the same, at least its a way i can type out how i feel. been a realli bad week. or sorta bad week.

monday was the typical monday. SLOW. everything happened so slowly. time passed so slowly. I was practically dying la. haix. tues "pon" skool. haha. went to chen's house for project tho we hardly did no shit. ended up playing. doh. stayed up till like 5am and we were bullshiting while trying to sleep. haix. was waiting n waiting for sms by a certain someone but it nvr came. had to sms the person instead.
thurs went back to skool. haix. another long day. especially after a sleepover, u jux dun wanna go to skool. PE. I SCREWED UP BIG TIME. played wif class. i nvr do well when i play with my class. NVR. maybe i ask too much of myself.
TODAE. matthew yeo wanted to see my mum. he said i did not hand up hw. FOR CHRIST SAKE, i hand up hw more frequently than 3/4 of the class la. i was speechless la. haix.

sighx. no one knows the real me. thats how i feel. no one truly knows me. they know the ming kiat who's fun loving, always happy n stuff liddat. but no one ever reads into me. they nvr go one step deeper to look into how i actually feel inside.

its a cruel world out there.
Every man for himself.

gotta live by that now. no more kind n nice ming kiat who goes outta the way to help ppl. when u're kind and nice and smiley, no one takes u seriously. i learnt it the hard way. frens? wat frens? love? wat love? there's no point..................