im tired. as in lethargic. not enough sleep i guess. even though i had like 10 hours of sleep. haha.

anyway, yesterday was pretty much the first time in a long while where i was out the whole day. morning, there was school and all. because of ndp rehearsal and the absence of my english teacher, i only had bio prac the entire day. haha. and i was supposed to go and do my make-up physics prac but when i went there, the lab was locked. so taking the opportunity, i went to ben's house to drum for awhile. haha.

we spent a long time trying to coax, literally, his cd player to play the damn cd. haha. its like you must treat it with care and respect or he will jus pms you or something and die on you. haha.

anyway, i drummed pretty ok. and yes, independent right leg. i have to learn that thingy.

after that, we played some soccer. 3 of us. ben, richard and me. we were aiming for this big hole in the playground thingy. but none of us could put the ball in although richard came the closest with his effort that struck the wooden bar. hahaha. quite funny. then i did something real stupid like chipping the ball into the hole from like 10 metres and well, i got taupoked for having a cheap thrill. bah. my shirt was wet. OH SHIT. i haven't taken out my shirt from my bag! oh wait. its gone. haha.

anyway, they taupoked me twice. haha. oh well. the price to pay for acting stupid and wearing a jailbird t-shirt.

went back home to bathe and everything before going to clementi to meet dom and kah chee. dom was late by like 25 minutes. cos he was watching dragon ball Z. DAMMIT. he and his super seyan powers. oh well. anyway, met kah chee at like 645 at the hawker center. and dom was like complaining cos he bought this cheap-skate 1.90 rice that was like YUCKS. haha. oh well. CAPTAIN 71!

ok the play sucked. as in well, we prefer the slap-stick humour. not some deep and profound plot. and the jokes. ah well. they were relying on the indian accent weren't they? last year's was definitely better. but kudos to the actors. they did put in the effort. perhaps the plot was jus too much for us to take.

anyway, went to bukit timah market to eat. ate like carrot cake and satay. in the end, took a cab back. came home, bathed and jus conked out. haha.

crap. prelims are coming.

i jus came back from a night run. bout an hour ago. night runs are amazing things. personal experience.

why you ask.

well. while i was running, my mind was off everything. every little thing. when i was running, i was basically on auto pilot. i had planned my route in my head. after that my body jus started moving. and well, my mind wandered off to God knows where. i did not even think bout my tests. i did not think bout any problem that i'm facing now. none. everything was basically thrown out of the window.

and the best thing of all, it causes me to feel extremely sleepy. im convinced im gonna have a good night's rest after the run. haha.

maybe i shud change the way i blog. haha. i donno. my mind's in a jumble now. im not thinking straight.

shud i change my blog skin?

ok. im tired. i can hear everyone whom i have lamed before, especially wz, go,"no you're not tired. you're mingkiat".

i had a sudden thought. i want to ride on a rollercoaster. like now. oh wait. im already on one. its called "life".

signs of mental instability. time to wander off to dreamland.

okie. this will be a quick post as i'm supposed to be studying now. and yet, there's like so much to blog about. haha. nevermind. i shall be nice and take extra time to blog this time round. yes, i know im such a nice person.

anyway, i last blogged on 21 july. which was like last thursday. haha. well, on friday. nothing much happened. there was no more cca. and yet, the day seemed to drag on forver even though school ended at 1240. the lessons were more energy-draining than ever before. came back home immediately after school. i was jus too tired to stay in that dreaded place. came home and had a day of fun. or kind of. used the com till the night where i went to my brother's school to watch his performance. well, lets jus say the performance was passable. but i have to comment his school band. the band was fantastic considering the fact that they are in primary school. they band was extremely tight and they was not one single slip up that drew my attention.

anyway, that night flew by and saturday came to take its place. i woke up too damn late for breakfast. i woke up at bout noon. haha. well, i thought i would have time to study in the evening but well, i was proven wrong cause it was my cousin's birthday! we went for some steamboat thingy at golden mile complex. hahaha. its like we've become their regular customer. everytime there's a big occasion, we would go there for dinner. anyway, came home and chatted on the phone and used the comp. AND ANOTHER DAY WASTED. or kinda. i wasn't really upset that i din sit down and study on saturday.

well, sunday came next and i was woken up at 950 by sheryl who said that we had a mission which was to buy a cake. i was SLEEPING. zzz. so i dragged myself out and went to compasspoint to meet them to buy the cake. anyway, we were late by 20 mins, no thanks to the stupid 372 that took ages to come. oh well. after chuch, went to the bay to study. frankly, i did not get much done at all there. hahaa. wz was struggling with her literature homework which she did wrongly. =/ i was basically there to facilitate? hahaha. anyway, jiawei was damn funny la. he asked me whether twelfth night was written in english. i had half a mind to say it wasn't cos when i first picked up the book, that very question passed thru my head as well. our lives will be so much simpler without shakespeare. oh well.

went to play soccer after that. wasn't a particularly good game. i made plenty of mistakes and some small dude was pissing me off with his sarcastic comments which i din bother to rebutt cos i wasn't that free. hahaha. well, at least i set up 2 goals din i? oh well. came home and i slept pretty early for my standards.

MONDAY! school started again. first day of the week. lets jus say i slept thru the entire chapel service. oh well. i was feeling extremely grumpy and sleepy on that day. ran 4km for PE. there is seriously something wrong with me. i am starting to run a lot. as in really ,run. well, maybe its cos i want to do well for this year's cross-country. in fact, ima run today as well. WEE! hahaha. ok im nuts. anyway, i took bout 20 mins to finish 4km. not fantastic. not at all. guess i've gotta keep training.

well, i ponned school today. or kind of. i woke up, i saw my ceiling spinning at 100rpm. i could barely stand up and when i did, i realised it was raining cats, dogs and rodents outside. decision: skip school. oh well. yes, i know all of my classmates will say that i ponned but its up to you all to believe me that my head was spinning so fast that if it were a wheel, it would roll down the bukit timah hill in 1 minute. or kinda.

well, im studying chemistry now! gotta finish it before i go for an evening jog. wee! i know im nuts. oh well.

I could stay awake just to hear you breathing
Watch you smile while you are sleeping
While you're far away and dreaming
I could spend my life in this sweet surrender
I could stay lost in this moment forever
Well, every moment spent with you
Is a moment I treasure
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
Lying close to you
Feeling your heart beating
And I'm wondering what you're dreaming
Wondering if it's me you're seeing
Then I kiss your eyes and thank God we're together
And I just wanna stay with you
In this moment forever, forever and ever
I don't wanna close my eyes
I don't wanna fall asleep
'Cause I'd miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
'Cause even when I dream of you
The sweetest dream would never do
I'd still miss you, baby
And I don't wanna miss a thing
I don't wanna miss one smile
I don't wanna miss one kiss
Well, I just wanna be with you
Right here with you,
just like this I just wanna hold you close
Feel your heart so close to mine
And just stay here in this moment
For all the rest of time
Chorus x2

this song is damn nice.

ok. im under orders to blog. =/

hahaa. well, basically, you all know bout monday. lets talk bout tuesday shall we?

well, on tuesday. it was the usual, typical school day that we all dread. well, something funny happened during the second recess of that day.

scene:mk is queueing up for vegetarian mee at the infamous wanton mee stall. he sees kenneth seah, his physics teacher and tries to avoid his gaze. ashok decides to catch the attention of kenneth seah. they start conversing and he sets his gaze upon me.

KS:mingkiat! you must work harder! what happen to you?! you failed your last 2 assignments!

MK:huh? really?

KS:yes! you must pay more attention in class. always catch you sleeping! must call your name 3 to 4 times before you wake up! -prods my shoulder-

MK:is it? cannot be la sir. i always pay attention to your lessons! -rolls eyes-

EXEUNT.

yeah. it was weird. i mean, i was lying thru my teeth.

anyway, i slacked at home on wednesday cause i had a tummyache. i was like camping in the toilet the entire night cause of my diarrhoea. hahaha. oh well. anyway, i missed two pracs on that day! i have to do make up pracs though. but it doesn't really matter. i'll wait for them to come calling for me. haha.

ok! today! well, it was a tiring day. my day ended at 345 cos of extra lit lesson. why mus we always stay back for extra lit lessons? its not like we haven't finished our syllabus. quite ridiculous if you ask me. oh well. then played some stupid soccer after that.

our rugby team 4 mins and 9 seconds to score 2 tries against some neighbourhood team. hahahaha. OWNAGE.

okok. i've gotta go.

my ares is not working again.

AND I FINISHED MY SS AND HISTORY HOMEWORK. IM SO PROUD OF MYSELF! =)))

ok. im updating now. as in finally after one week. haha. i can't seem to really remember anything though.

well, we had cell at keith's house on friday. bought him a cake cos it was his birthday. haha. some coffee cake thingy. not bad. before that, we had dinner at macs then einstein and sebastian wanted to get the number of the waitress. hahaha. the name was cindy. super funny la. then we tried to trick daniel into believing that keith's house was this super big 3 storey bungalow thingy. i almost got fooled 2 weeks ago. haha. daniel almost fell for it too. oh well.

then saturday. it was rather eventful. we went to play footie as usual. this time though, my dad and my bro came along with me and richard. well, there's this mad uncle who got pissed at richard because he said that his son told him that richard wanted to hit him. it was a huge case of miscommunication and deaf ears because richard said "chip him" not "hit him". ohmyson. he almost wanted to hoot richard but of course, he din dare cos there were too many adults around and he had to know that he could be charged for assault if he really did hit him.

anyway, after soccer, super coincidental. we walked out of the park and saw church people walk down from the bus. they were going coffeeshop for dinner. =/ hahaha.

on sunday. skipped service. went for youth instead. hahaha. deborah owes me ice-cream now cos i saved her life by going over at 1030 instead of 11 to deliver the slides for youth worship. although my effort din really work, as in their laptop couldn't read my thumbdrive, i still had to rush so i deserve my ice-cream.

after that was jamming! wee! finally a jamming session after like weeks. i think months. well, we had a super long sharing session. haha. sidney got like suaned super badly. aye. haha. then after that jamming started at bout 445. super late. we played "one way" a few times then boss told us to pack up. haha.

today! well today was one of the most memorable and historical and unforgettable and eventful day that i've ever experienced. firstly, PE. ran with keith 3km. well, reasonable time la. 15 mins. considering that i haven't ran for like 3 months. then after that, the water pipe burst at 1240! it was so funny.

jason:"what's the sound?"

-opens the back cabinet-

jason:"shit, the pipe burst!"

the entire class erupted into laughter. hahaha. super funny. it was something like a small-scale wading pool. oh well. we delayed reporting to the school by like 35 mins. super duper funny. we took video clips of it. pictures of it. and even the teachers allowed us to do so. but hey, its not everyday a water pipe bursts and forms a small-scale wading pool. and of all classes, it had to happen to class of 4.7 JOB 2005! we are heading into the record books im telling you.

well, came home and dota-ed. hahaha. I MISSED MONSTER KILL AGAIN. this time using sven. rogueknight owns. hahaha. oh well.

that's bout it. did i mention i fell asleep during chapel today? =)

i still feel for you.

ok. i jus packed my table. lets jus say it looks way neater than before. (for all those who haven't seen my table, it was a complete wreck before i packed it)

anyway, today has been a fun day albeit the scolding and the DC we're gonna get. the day kicked off when i went to the SAC with kelvin and dom. those two dumbos sat in front of me and watched me eat prawn mee. for breakfast. at 7.20am.

after that was chapel. and well, the chaplain talked bout samuel. as in the samuel in the bible. not samuel choo or samuel see. he talked about samuel being able and available to serve Him. somehow i listened to the speech though i never really did listen to any since sec 1. "speak to me, for Thy servant is listening."

following that, we played basketball for PE. or kinda. i was basically messing around but well, i scored a basket. haha. then went for recess before going up for lit. half the class wasn't there so we persuaded steven ng to not have any lesson. spent lit period at SAC having FRIED PRAWN MEE and ICE-CREAM. wee~

after we sold out, dom, ben, andrew and i headed to ncc(air) room, courtesy of flirt tan. WE WATCHED A BIT OF JACKIE CHAN AND TEENAGE MUTANT NINJA TURTLES. so damn nice. been a long time since i watched cartoons at that time period. as i say this, i realised i forgot to watch my dragonball Z. doh.

WE LEFT BEFORE THEY SHOWED WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN THE TURTLES, MASTER SPLINTER AND SHREDDER. damn. oh well. maybe should pon school tmr to find out wad happens. haha.

anyway, e math was the ONLY lesson we had today. and it wasn't even a lesson. then when chinese came, 3/4 of the class went to play soccer cos the teacher wasn't in class. but i stayed in class. as time passed, i realised that my leg was itching and i needed a dose of footie. haha. and guess wad, we got caught after we went back to class. but it was a fun game though. chen proved that his shoes do help him on the court. but barely. haha. BARELY.

got scolded by siva and quek. oh well. i think we kinda deserved. but i feel quite bad that we dragged the prefects and class com down with us for their failure to stop us from going to play soccer. well, considering the offence we committed, im really glad with the punishment we received. a mere 1 week ban from all sports and DC. I AM SO GLAD.

anyway, i came back home after that. played a game of dota which wasn't satisfying cos a lot of people left. but i killed like two before they restarted. with lich. =D chain frost owns. i almost got a double kill. dumb sa blinked away.

after that i finished my physics ws and chem ws. and i went to pack my table. and now, im blogging before i go off for dinner. =) its been an eventful day.

"speak to me, for Thy servant is listening"

i wanna be inside your heaven.

i din go for the youth day celebration organized by church. ho ho. surprise surprise.

anyway, spent the entire day slacking. went out for lunch and stuff. wanted to go play soccer, din go cos it was raining so heavily for a short period of time.

school starts again tomorrow. the struggle resumes after a brief respite. i really hope i have the mental strength and stamina to finish the year. i know i cannot do it alone. thankfully, i know my God will be there to give me that extra push. and so will my frens. we're all in this together anyway. haha.

i need to set my priorities right for now. i'm like putting a lot of stuff ahead of wad i should put as the most important things i have to get done.

i don like it when my hormones start kicking in. screw puberty.

ooo. im blogging.

well, ok im feeling a bit of pressure already. studies and all. i have 4 worksheets to complete during this weekend! in my entire 3 and half years in acsi, i have never had this much homework to complete. and all of them are due this monday. so yeah, im starting to feel the stress.

well, went to keith's house for cell yesterday. it was a fun session. got a lot outta it. it is so true that we always turn to The Living Water when we have a spiritual thirst. when we're in trouble, we always turn to Him when we're in trouble and He always lends a hand if its in His plan. haha. AMEN.

anyway, before cell, met jiawei, einstein and sebastian and compass. then took 163. got wedgied jus 2 minutes into the bus ride. it was like damn pain la. got raped. 3 on 1. sigh. oh well. spent the entire night worrying for my safety, or rather the safety of my underwear. hahaha.

oh well. hahaha. anyway, i don really feel like playing soccer at punggol anymore. the mats are spoiling everything. as in really. everything. there was peace before they decided to intrude. i really don feel like playing after wad they did today. it jus spoils the game. there's no point playing anymore.

anyway, im starting to feel irritable. its the stress y'all.

please pray for me. =)

thanks y'all.
i really wanna drum. HELENA. so nice to drum. i want. and i wanna dota. hee. =)

i jus realised that i haven't drummed in ages. like 3 months. haha.

ok. that was a random comment. well, this week flew by like super quickly. and i passed all my re-exams! wee! hahaha.

dadida. im seriously starting to freak out. prelims are in bout 2 months. in fact less than that. i need to study. i need to study. ahhaha. im like contemplating wad i should do after i finish my studies. or rather, wad career path i would like to take.

be a doctor? lawyer? haha. hey, being a pastor is one of my career choice too.
i really donno.

ahh well. did i mention i screwd up chinese oral real bad. sigh. oh well.

i think everyone's in a frenzy. its like we have mood swings and stuff. i seriously think i have mood swings. hahaha. oh well. okok. time to go.

right. its monday. 1.05am! youth day holiday! wee!

im lazy to blog! so i shall blog another time! =))))

im like on a spiritual high now.



He's my God
and He is my refuge
He's the ROCK on which i stand.
He's my fortress,
God He is my life.
He holds the oceans in His hand.

THERE'S NOTHING MY GOD CANNOT DO.

and all God's children say amen! =))))

right. end of the week. IM OVERJOYED! JUBILANT! EXHILARATED! pardon me. jus practicing for my english oral. hee.

we have 8 weeks left to prelims. time to really sit down and study. which im gonna do after im done with blogging. haha. im really in a dilemma. its like, i donno which JC to go. funny how im thinking bout which JC to go when my midyear L1R5 can't take me into any. hahaha. i took im taking it for granted that i can get into a JC. which is not good. sigh.

anyway, the first week din really pass that quickly. not as fast as i expected. haha. and everyday, teachers come in and say their catchphrases.

-"you have about 8 weeks left to your prelims!"
-"you have less than 45 days to study for your prelims"
-"prelims start in 2 months"

and the best of all -"i jus have to work hard for 8 weeks and then i can relax."
my chem teacher said that. ah. darnit.

but considering that the majority of the cohort has slacked for 3 and a half years (minus liwei and a few others who probably prepared for the o's in sec 1), i think its about time to start mugging. like serious mugging.

that's wad i say. doesn't mean that's wad i do. or wad im gonna do. hahaha. crap. there's pool on tv now. im tempted to watch.

wee! yunjie is like the new addition to the pig family.

okokok. anyway, i feel pretty comfy now. like no worries and stuff. except for studies of course. but its like, life seems pretty carefree. i have no idea why. maybe like they said, i've experienced God's peace which transcends all understanding. and everyone say AMEN!

hahaha. ok. i think im reaching a state of euphoria. SOCCER LATER. i think ima play pretty well today.