ohmygosh, i know this goes against my musical preference and it will probably hit me hard in the reputation dept ( if it even exists). BUT REDWAN ALI'S SONG IS SERIOUSLY DAMN SWEET. shit, getting in touch with my feminine side is very very... disturbing.

If I were blue, would you be there for me,
And whisper in my ears that's ok.
Would you stand by me, let me hold you tight,
And say you love me one more time.
If I feel good would you slow dance with me
And touch my lips with tender loving care
Would you die for me would you run with me
And never look back
Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there
If I'm away would you still think of me
And wish that you could hold me now (Hold me now)
Would you die for me would you run with me
All the way
Would you be there to love to be with me
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be the one
To take my breath away
Would you be there to save my soul tonight (Save my soul tonight)
Would you swear that your love is always true
Would you say that you'll always be there
To kiss my pain away (repeat like 3 times. pop songs always has that thing)

anyhoo, went for choir concert today. haha. it was alright. quite funny toward the end. but no eyecandy! =(

after watching prison break and scrubs. i realized that there are many ways to get hot chicks.

1. have a really really cool name like wentworth. like how cool is that.
2. get a full body tattoo of an intricately designed blueprint of a jail somewhere in chicago.
3. blackmail the bad guys so they do things for you. chicks dig that.
4. be smart. (applies to both scrubs and prison break) but don't be too smart. (this applies to scrubs only)
5. wear navy blue scrubs. even wentworth miller has a blue prison scrubs.
6. either have no hair or sleek, gelled, greasy hair ala john dorian.
7. have a friend with a darker skin tone than you. (think sucre and turk) [not a racist comment]
8. always flashback to the past be it thinking about why you tatooed something on your body or thinking about what's the best moment in your life.

ok i can't think of anymore.

anyhoo, since i don fulfill any of the above 8 requirements except 7, i'm not qualified to get hot chicks.

AWWWWWWWWW.
damn you evil either-have-those-8-requirements-or-you-die-a-virgin world.
i'm sorry, there goes my voice again.

peace out people.

soccer with 4.7 people was fun. it seemed we were back in the old days playing at the side field. anyhoo, it was awesome that we managed to gather this time round and play under the hot scorching sun for about 4 hours. amazing stuff.

then we went to ps for lunch and a bit of pool before heading home.

oh what i would give to turn the clock back.

watching one whole season of scrubs in about 2 days can really affect your behaviour, mannerism, speech and basically your whole life. yes i know i'm terribly slow. but i'm already at season 4! :D

frankly, i don't want to finish watching the series so quickly because if i finish it, i have to go through the hassle of finding new shows to watch. darn.

that's all noobies.

hello people. things aren't perfect but nothing's perfect.

anyway, my grandma has undergone the op. she's stable now. but we still have to wait for the report regarding her tumour. we still don't know its cancerous or not. i'm praying very very very very hard that its not. cos i've seen how cancer devoured my two paternal grandparents and i don think i can take seeing another loved one suffer that kind of pain.

but well, at least its better now. she can feel some sensations on her toes. she can wriggle them now as well.

anyway, i've got gold for napfa! :D

thank you brenda chin kuku! haha.

HELLLLO HELLO! :D
im actually supposed to come and censor mk's very blackandwhiteandcolourful word but well, why just change and logoff!
SO IM HERE AND WELL, i dont know what to say!
EVERYBODY CHEER MK THE SAD PERSON UP!
and ohmygee, his password is like --" ultimate, unthinkable.
okay lah.
BYEBYE!

Brenda The Great signs off :D

and so math fac test and chem spa are finally over. i feel so relaxed! :D i played w11 and watched scrubs!

ok so the server is down now so i can't watch any episodes. but there was one which i felt the way JD did. sometimes, i just wish i had someone to share my day with. sometimes i just wish i had someone to rant to. sometimes i just wish i had someone who i know would be there for me regardless of anything. then i realize my best friends have tests the next day. my parents are too tired from work or are preoccupied with chores. my other friends are not close enough.

yeah, i know there are times i just feel like having some "me" time (esp sitting in the bus). but i need space to talk, rant, have fun, chat. i need people to talk to, to play with and more often than not, to love me(be it platonic or whatnot). because i don't feel loved. (ok maybe occasionally)

ok before this becomes some self-pity post, i just wanna say that i'm not emo. and that i'm emotionally very stable.

its just that, sometimes, i feel the way JD does. i feel like i'm too lousy for people. i feel like i'm this weird person trying to be funny, making people laugh and end up failing. (for the record, i do like to make people laugh. its quite funny to find out what tickles people's funny bones). sometimes, i feel alone.

ah well, medical exam tmr. gotta be off to bed. nights everyone.

be safe, stay in sch.

and so math fac test and chem spa are finally over. i feel so relaxed! :D i played w11 and watched scrubs!

ok so the server is down now so i can't watch any episodes. but there was one which i felt the way JD did. sometimes, i just wish i had someone to share my day with. sometimes i just wish i had someone to rant to. sometimes i just wish i had someone who i know would be there for me regardless of anything. then i realize my best friends have tests the next day. my parents are too tired from work or are preoccupied with chores. my other friends are not close enough.

yeah, i know there are times i just feel like having some "me" time (esp sitting in the bus). but i need space to talk, rant, have fun, chat. i need people to talk to, to play with and more often than not, to love me(be it platonic or whatnot). because i don't feel loved. (ok maybe occasionally)

ok before this becomes some self-pity post, i just wanna say that i'm not emo. and that i'm emotionally very stable.

its just that, sometimes, i feel the way JD does. i feel like i'm too lousy for people. i feel like i'm this weird person trying to be funny, making people laugh and end up failing. (for the record, i do like to make people laugh. its quite funny to find out what tickles people's funny bones). sometimes, i feel alone.

ah well, medical exam tmr. gotta be off to bed. nights everyone.

be safe, stay in sch.

blogger is still screwed up. ugh. its ruining my blogging experience.


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