i think she was excellent in juno and she looks great here as well.

for once, ivan has got it right. hahaha. in the meantime, i'm peeved that prison break's season finale was episode 13 which meant that the show ended so bloody abruptly. so now, i'm watching house from the start and i'm gonna start on season 2 soon.

a month or so to the end of meaningless existence.

after my week-long illness or thereabouts, i've recovered sufficiently to sleep for 4 hours and somehow manage to survive a whole day out.

ulupandan in the morning was crap cos it was in the morning and i no longer function in the mornings. ok that may be/is an excuse but whatever, tired lah ehh. no energy lah ehh. fat already lah ehh.

actually i lost 4kg in a week i have no idea how i did it. i think i'm the amazing things now! :D i hope i haven't been actually deluding myself. i really really think i lost 4kg.

played at mjc for my uncle today. the field was awesome. it looked like an epl field just that it wasn't real grass but astroturf. but omg, the surface and everything was really sleek. that was pretty much the only thing that was sleek in the first half where we played like crap and somehow only managed to go in to the break 1-0 down. but its alright, dom and ivan played in the centre and i pushed up in the second half and we brought enough urgency and energy into the game and we managed to pull back a goal. although i felt we should have won the game, i guess 1-1 is a fair result as dom said. but i seem to have screwed up my groin (shut up you kinky bastards) i can hardly even walk now but i think i want to go punggol anyway so i can get invisible shorts girl's number. :D:D

today was a really great day of catching up. managed to talk about people (no not gossip kind of talk) and the past. it was enjoyable.

life should be pretty much just like that. simple, uncomplicated and laidback.

seeyou in a few days. most probably tuesday cos i'm gonna be very excited after watching prison break.

i was talking to brenda online and she was saying she loved melee and then i realized she sent me a bunch of melee songs a while back which i had totally forgotten about.

and now, i've found my new favourite song. melee's can't hold on. the words are simple. but yet, the meaning of it is so beautiful. so beautiful and with such a sweet message. not to say that this message is for anyone by me, but i would just like to share this song to the people who are as suaku as me and haven't heard of melee.



Someone cries and it washes the street with tears
But when they are mine, they collect in my head for years
Rain or shine, still I'm standing on all I said
'Cause it's in my soul, carry on when the feeling's dead

[Chorus]
But if you can't hold on
Let it go and come back in your heart
And if you can't hold on
Maybe it's not time for you
And if you can't hold on
On your very last try
I'll be there in the morning to pull you through

Someone dies late at night and I never know
And even if I did, so afraid of the face I'd show
I feel trapped and enslaved to this dark contrast
Need a feeling now, give me something that's going to last

[Chorus]

I want to be free
I want to be free
I want to be free
Yes, I want to be free
I want to be free
Yes, I want to be free
Oh, I want to be free
Yes, I want to be free

You say you want to be free
But you can't fool me
You say you want to be free
Oh, but you can't fool me
You say you want to be free
But you can't fool me
You say you want to be free
Oh, but you can't fool me

Oh, and if you can't hold on
You can't hold on (Can't hold on)
You can't hold on (Can't hold on)
I'll be there, I'll be there

Oh, and if you can't hold on
Let it go and come back in your heart
And if you can't hold on
Maybe it's not time for you
And if you can't hold on
On your very last try
I'll be there so you know that you're not alone

i was talking to brenda online and she was saying she loved melee and then i realized she sent me a bunch of melee songs a while back which i had totally forgotten about.

and now, i've found my new favourite song. melee's can't hold on. the words are simple. but yet, the meaning of it is so beautiful. so beautiful and with such a sweet message. not to say that this message is for anyone by me, but i would just like to share this song to the people who are as suaku as me and haven't heard of melee.



Someone cries and it washes the street with tears
But when they are mine, they collect in my head for years
Rain or shine, still I'm standing on all I said
'Cause it's in my soul, carry on when the feeling's dead

[Chorus]
But if you can't hold on
Let it go and come back in your heart
And if you can't hold on
Maybe it's not time for you
And if you can't hold on
On your very last try
I'll be there in the morning to pull you through

Someone dies late at night and I never know
And even if I did, so afraid of the face I'd show
I feel trapped and enslaved to this dark contrast
Need a feeling now, give me something that's going to last

[Chorus]

I want to be free
I want to be free
I want to be free
Yes, I want to be free
I want to be free
Yes, I want to be free
Oh, I want to be free
Yes, I want to be free

You say you want to be free
But you can't fool me
You say you want to be free
Oh, but you can't fool me
You say you want to be free
But you can't fool me
You say you want to be free
Oh, but you can't fool me

Oh, and if you can't hold on
You can't hold on (Can't hold on)
You can't hold on (Can't hold on)
I'll be there, I'll be there

Oh, and if you can't hold on
Let it go and come back in your heart
And if you can't hold on
Maybe it's not time for you
And if you can't hold on
On your very last try
I'll be there so you know that you're not alone

in what has been a pretty uneventful few days (like there has been any eventful few days), i am still not fully recovered from what i feel is something like a viral infection of some sort. what i feel because i have not seeked any professional opinion and viral infection because its taking mothercow long for me to recover. my nose has been blocked for the past few days, i've been spitting out phlegm for the past few days and oh! i have traces of blood in my mucus. :) how delightful.

my appetite is something like the gone also! i couldn't finish no shitzxzxzxz in the afternoon today and only barely managed to finish my dinner just now. :(

hopefully, i'll get better soon so i can play football and eat again. :D:D:D:D

i was sent a kiss by the flu bug and a hug by the sore throat on valentines day no less.

how wonderful.

Non-Football Story Of The Day
'A leading retailer in Singapore has withdrawn a cosmetics range with a Jesus theme after complaints from local Roman Catholics, local media report.
The range, named Lookin' Good for Jesus, was on sale at three Topshop outlets in the Asian city state. Catholics complained the cosmetics' marketing was disrespectful, full of sexual innuendo and trivialised Christianity. The products included a "Virtuous vanilla" lip balm and a "Get Tight with Christ" hand and body cream, featuring a picture of Christ flanked by two adoring women'

how much more fun it would have been if the retailer was NUM instead. hmmmm. anyhoo, i thought this was interesting and decided to let everyone know that our british colonial masters are still keeping an eye on us, reporting things we don't even know has happened. not me at least. i think its a great idea to use religion as a marketing tool. afterall, it has proven that it can sell. maybe the way they did it was a bit distasteful. but i still think religion can be used a marketing tool. besides, it could even be a win-win situation. product sells, religion betterknown.

there are always two sides to a coin.

meanwhile, take care. i'm off for some bejeweled before i go bed.
toodles. xoxo.

chinese new year wasn't that fantastic this year. perhaps its because it bears less significance since school is out and that long break which everyone craved has become part and parcel of my life now.

i'm feeling rather nolstagic at the moment and chinese new year always brings back memories of my grandparents. it has been almost 5 years since the passing of my grandparents and before that, every 2nd day of the chinese new year would be spent at their house feasting, talking and of course, gambling which goes hand in hand with chinese new year.

unfortunately, nothing in life is certain except for death and taxes and i can no longer taste the awesome mutton soup that my grandfather used to make every year without fail.

on to less saddening stuff, the average red packet rate has supposedly increased to $10 so i'm hoping that my total collection for the year will increase as well. i'm very tempted to open everything up soon and count my collection.

as i've mentioned earlier, gambling goes hand in hand with chinese new year mainly because of our insatiable desire for lethal excitement which might eventually culminate into losing your red packet money, car, house, wife, virginity and life. depending on the severity that is. but we still do it anyway. take that you probabilit-ists.

anyways, that aspect of chinese new year has been so-so considering i win small most of the time and after that i lose relatively big at one go. but all in good fun. as long as i don't lose all my red packet money, i'm all good. the excitement of pokerrrrrrrrrrrr. :D

i've been packing in the chinese new year goodies into my stomach and i think i've probably managed to work off half my kueh lapis intake after a kickabout that lasted about an hour and a half yesterday. loads more calories to burn in the comingweeks as i take my tiny little steps toward preparation for army and before any of you out that asks condescending questions like how big i am now and if i've grown out of proportion since the new year, the answer is 31' waist and no.

toodles. xoxo.

contrary to some of your beliefs, no i'm not DESPERATE for girls. sure, a girl would help but its not like i can't live without one or that i'm absolutely craving for one. self-deregatory humour helps to make my post a bit more interesting so bear with me as i appear girl-starved and all.

anyway speaking of this, i find it rather ironic that you knwo when guys check out girls, its automatically assumed that perhaps the guy is you know, desperate and all but if you look at it from another perspective, it is all part of human nature. we all seek beauty in many different ways. and girls, they check out guys too. i think its perfectly fine and no i don't think they are perverts in any way, in fact i would like it if girls checked me out (if only if only).

ok moving onnnnnnnnnn.

i've decided i'll get a job after chinese new year. yes slacker, lazybastard iknow. but as long as i don't go around borrowing money from anyone, i guess it should sit well with everyone. :D

ohmygosh, i don't know what is wrong with me today. it seems i'm spoiling for a fight. i sincerely apologize and i would recommend you guys to catch chesty nutty bangbang at the national library tmr afternoon (last show) because it is a fantastic show, fantastic jokes and spoofs and of course, if all else fails, you all can laugh at joakim gomez. he was very very poor.

alright, i'm done for the day. before anyone tries to kill me or anything. nehneh. spurs drew with united.

anyday is a good day to be this man. on the way to becoming the highest scoring winger in manchesterunited history, can afford to dump girls like the one below (HOW DOES HE DO IT HOW) and while probably half the world hates him, they hate him cos they ain't him and if that is so, i'm pretty damn sure i'm fine with being hated (ok maybe not).

i know many of you wants to be her finger.

wrong innuendos aside, while the interview i had for the job was rather good and they asked me back for a second one, i decided not to take the job partly because one, my mum objects to it (don't ask me why) and two its at kelantan lane which is in like the middle of nowhere (little india).

no i'm fine with little india. its just that the location is rather inaccessible.

there was suppose to be a purpose behind this post but somehow i've forgotten what it was. hmm. maybe it was the picture of gemma atkinson that got me distracted. mmm. yes probably. oh well. till the next, fateful time.

toodles. xoxo.